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To My 16 year old self

To My 16-Year-Old Self, You are about to start puberty, I know because I am going through the third one right now. (PS you are trans and going to go through three different puberties!) Our hormones are currently spiraling like a roller coaster ride that never ends and we both seem to have crushes on 5 people, a few of them we should not be having, but we still have them because fuck it.  We are both physically, emotionally, and philosophically busy because either it is the workload as well as working, being a loner, or trying to figure out your next steps in life; you are just busy.  However with me right now, I have friends, which is kind of odd because I am not used to it. By the time you are 22, your only experience with friends will be for about 3 years or so, but this time you are dealing with parties.  I will tell you later.  You are currently living through a conversion therapy now, the holy trinity is telling you that you deserve to be cured and that you a